I'll be the first thing you forget.

My name is Shy! I live in the Heart Of The Bay Area. I am 17. I get sad a lot but I try not to stay sad for too long!

I play cello, guitar, & bass. I love orchestra. I also love music!

I love talking to old friends and new people!

If you want to chat, vent, or ask for advice, then send me an IM, I'll be your friend.


i just wanna know what my house smells like to other people

(Source: telapathetic, via happiest)


I want this cat tbh


I want this cat tbh

(Source: the-pottydactyl, via der-kleine-vampir)


current mood: kinda wanna dig myself a giant hole and die in it

I just want this all to pass.. I feel like I never will. I just want to be accepted. I want my parents to accept me.. I’m fucked up, I know.. But please accept me.. I’m trying to be normal.

What really makes me feel crazy is that I didn’t know how in denial I was. I didn’t think my problem was that big but I realised that it wasn’t normal at all. I was just coping and it had become an every day routine thing. Was I really that blind? Was I really okay the whole time? I felt fine.. Am I depressed? Am I okay? I don’t even know anymore.

All I know now is that I’m feeling sad and worthless and that I want to die.

I just really need somebody.

I just want to feel home again. This unwelcoming feeling really hurts because I feel like I have absolutely no one I can talk to. I feel hated. And it’s all my fault.. I fucked up really bad this time and now my parents really don’t like me. They said I’m not in trouble, but it feels so much worse. And I’m not upset that I have to come home right after school anymore, or the fact that I can’t see my boyfriend anymore. I’m just upset that my parents won’t even talk to me or look at me the same way. And this extremely is hard on me.
This just makes me wish I weren’t alive.
I honestly wish I were dead, because maybe they wouldn’t have to deal with me and my problems.. It’d probably be so much easier if I were just gone.

(Source: blackoutraven, via discolor3d)


Olga Sherer backstage at Christian Dior, Fall/Winter 2007 Couture


Olga Sherer backstage at Christian Dior, Fall/Winter 2007 Couture

(via unbear)






Sam Pepper is sorry 🙌

die :-)

seriously can someone beat this piece of shit up

What a fucking goof

You took advantage of a FIFTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL


(Source: 1wannabeyourdog)







“Rob’s really good with the babies. Every time they started crying, I would literally go, ‘Oh god, where’s its mom?’ I would be worried about the baby and he would literally go into the corner and just shake it to sleep.” -Kristen Stewart

they… they actually put all that fake blood on a REAL baby!?!??!

now wait, wait..it’s sad that i know this but i do. it wasn’t corn syrup and whatever or high grade chemical fake blood. that particular mix was cream cheese and rasberry jelly. so that if the baby put it’s hands in it’s mouth, it wouldn’t hurt itself.

how did such a cool guy make such a bad career choice

probably the only thing i’d reblog that has twilight involved

His face in the last shot.

Money makes people do embarrassing things

(Source: wannabebritish, via chicasolitude)

Julian Casablancas+The Voidz - Take Me in Your Army


you: that is a nice ass shirt

me: thank you but, to be honest, its called “pants” and not an “ass shirt”

(via der-kleine-vampir)


Just adopted my first kitten. She seems pleased


Just adopted my first kitten. She seems pleased

kill your curiosity

1. Last kiss

2. Last phone call

3. Last text message

4. Last song you listened to

5. Last time you cried


6. Dated someone twice

7. Been cheated on

8. Self harmed

9. Lost someone special

10. Been depressed

11. Been drunk and threw up


12. had sex

13. How many people have you had sex with this year?

15. Made a new friend

17. Laughed until you cried

18. Met someone who changed you

19. Found out who your true friends were

20. Found out someone was talking about you

26. What did you do for your last Birthday

27. What time did you wake up today

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for

30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life

32. What are you listening to right now

33. When is the last time you had sex?

34. Who's getting on your nerves right now

35. Most visited webpage

36. Favorite colour

37. Nicknames

38. Relationship Status

39. Zodiac sign

40. Male or female

41. Primary school

42. Secondary School

43. High school/college

44. Eye color

46. Height

47. Do you have a crush on someone

48. What do you like about yourself

49. Piercings

50. Tattoos

51. Righty or lefty


53. First piercing

54. First best friend

55. First hookup

56. First Bestfriend


59. Eating

60. Drinking

61. I'm about to

62. Listening to

63. Waiting for


64. Want kids?

65. Get married?

66. Career


67. Lips or eyes

68. Hugs or kisses

69. Shorter or taller

70. Older or Younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms

73. Sensitive or loud

74. Hook-up or relationship


76. Kissed a stranger

77. Drank hard liquor

78. Lost glasses/contacts

79. Had sex

80. Broken someone's heart

82. Been arrested

83. Turned someone down

84. Cried when someone died

85. Fallen for a friend


86. Yourself

87. Miracles

88. Love at first sight

89. Heaven

90. Santa Clause

91. Kiss on the first date

92. Angels

93. How would you label yourself?

94. Someone You Pray Everyday For

95. Did you sing today

96. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?

98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?

100. Do you like the way you look?

Actually ask me something. Anon or not.